Don't you know what you mean to me?
You ARE my faith...

Oh gosh, last night I did more crying than I've done in a while.
Mitch and I got in our first real fight or whatever, usually he just goes silent but he fought back x.-
He said that something I did was annoying, and it just hurt my feelings, so I got upset and we ended up arguing and the argument ended when I started crying.
Yesterday just wasn't a good day...
I had to watch my sisters like I have been for the past 2 weeks, it's getting old..
But yeah, I started crying and it actually made him cry; he NEVER cries so I felt really shitty..
Then I was okay and we were okay and then I started thinking about next year and how I don't know what to do and how I don't want to grow up and that's when the hardcore sobbing came in, I feel bad that he has to deal with me when I'm like that.
But he's so amazing and comforting, he makes it all better. <3
After all that crying I got really tired, so we went to bed :/
And this morning when I got to his house he wrapped me up in a huge hug and kissed my face, so I feel a lot better than I did last night.
Consequently, today has been really calm and good.
We snuggled in his bed in the dark and just talked before we left for school.
And there was an assembly for the orchestra/chorus people that lasted a good bit, we only had like 30-40 mins each for 1, 2 and 3rd period :D
Forensics will be done in like 40 minutes too.
I think Mitch and I are going to my grandma's to steal one of her dvds and just chill at his house.
It's always really quiet and nice there, his dad is really cool.
I don't know much about the supposed ring he's getting, it's driving me insane xD apparantly he told Timmay at church about it, but I don't know him well enough to go snooping and asking 'hey what did Mitch say?!' buttt yeah, it's all good.
I need to go pick up what I'm getting him soon before Christmas madness kicks in and shit gets sold out.

Speaking of Christmassss I think I get to go shopping in Gastonia tomorrow :D
If I go, Steve and Mitch are coming with me, so that should be fun.
I like shopping for presents =]

Poor Laurel has drama problems :/
I learned a long, long time ago to not give a fuck.
I can count who I trust on a couple of my fingers.
Bitches get stitches >:|


Remember all the times we used to play
You were lost and I would save you
I don't think those feelings will ever fade
You were born a part of me
I was never good at hiding anything
My thoughts break me, do you understand 
What you mean to me
You are my faith

Won't you cure my tragedy
Won't you cure my tragedy
Don't take her smile away from me
Shes broken and I'm far away

Won't you cure my tragedy
Won't you cure my tragedy
If you make the world a stage for me
Then I hope you can hear me scream
(Won't you cure my tragedy)

When I sit and think of the days we shared
And the nights you covered for me
Every little thing that I ever did
You would stand by me
Every time you would cry it would take my wind
My heart would break
If I could be strong like you were for me
You are my faith

Won't you cure my tragedy 
Won't you cure my tragedy 
Don't take her smile away from me 
She's broken and I'm far away 
If you made the world a stage for me 
Then I hope that you could hear me scream 
Can you hear me scream 
Can you hear me scream 

Won't you cure my tragedy 
Won't you cure my tragedy 
Don't take her smile away from me 
She's broken and I'm far away 
Won't you cure my tragedy 
Won't you cure my tragedy 
If you made the world a stage for me 
Then i hope that you can hear me scream

I can't take this anymore 
I can't feel this anymore 
Won't you take and give her pain to me 
Cause my whole life I've made mistakes

Can you hear me scream
Can you hear me scream